Ohai! Wondering about me? Here's some of the basics:

Call me by my username, or any nicknames derived thereof; or Chris (short for Christian)
I am a transmale (female-to-male transsexual). This means I am male. Please refer to me using male pronouns.
I am pansexual and polyamorous.
I attend Bridgewater State College as a Freshman.
I work as a tutor
I am a fan of the X-Men, several other Marvel characters, Harry Potter, Star Trek, Manner House, Sweeney Todd, everything Disney ever made
You can find me on deviantart, y!Gallery (18+ only), GaiaOnline

What you are likely to find in this journal: Snippets of my life; bits and pieces of creative writing and ideas; tracking of my progress as a transsexual; other miscellaneous things.

So, I have settled definitely on the name Christian. Yay! You can call me Chris or Christian or King Awesome or whatever.

In other news, um...I need a new binder...my desk is a mess...I'm kind of shit at this blogging thing, aren't I? I'm really more of a fiction writer than anything else.

Oh! I've finally decided to look into the otherkin community on LJ. My identity as otherkin, a bard, etc. are all things I generally keep to myself, being fully aware of how other people will react to them and being a naturally private person besides; but I've decided that after having lost the one friend I discussed these sorts of things with, I need some sort of contact with the community.

For those few of you who do have me friended and actually read my posts, don't worry, I won't be talking about it too much here...at least, I don't anticipate doing so.

My computer is still being really, really slow. This is pretty stupid. I'm taking it to the on-campus tech guys tomorrow.

ETA: No need to, I guess? It just got better all at once. Literally one moment it was moving like a snail, and then I started up AIM and it was all OH YOU WANTED ME TO DO STUFF! Oh okay! and now it's acting like normal. Yay!

OMG Digsby tried to kill my computer and I don't want to have finals, I want to go home and play Monster Rancher EVO some more. And have time to write.

*nurses computer back to health* ono

Halloween is tomorrow, and I'm home for the weekend, yay!

The primary objectives of the weekend:

-get Sims 2 with the University pack
-see Paranormal Activity

Secondary objectives include:

-get a haircut
-scare small children
-acquire masking tape

Mom failed to get me blue makeup, so I guess I'll have to go for 'fey' rather than 'scary' since I won't be able to match the color of my claws.

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WOOO HALLOWEEEEEEN!

My thoughts on yaoi Justin Timberlake, let me show you them!

Seriously though, every time I listen to Justin Timberlake I crack up. The lyrics to every song on his FutureSex/LoveSounds CD makes me think of some ridiculously awkward teen boy strutting around like he's the hottest thing on the planet (and you know they all do that).

And the title song makes me think he's trying to use some sort of mating call.

She's hopped up on me, I got her in my zone
Her body's pressed up on me, I think she's ready to blow
Must be my future sex love sound

*snigger* Yeah, Justin, that must be it. *moose bellow*

( The wonders of explaining the internet to my girlfriend! )

In other news, I have the room to myself for the weekend, hurrah! Unfortunately, the college seems to WANT us all to go home for the weekends, and they make it very difficult to find food on campus. Rahhh. I think tomorrow I'll have to hike across campus to the other dining hall that's actually open on weekends, because the one conveniently close to my dorm only serves hot food for supper and when I went there to eat today there was nobody there taking payments and then nobody serving food; I had to wait about ten minutes for both, and there were people obviously working there that were just watching me and the other kids trying to get food, not making any move to actually, you know, serve us.

I have resurrected my journal, after many long years of lack of journal. Seriously, it was like two years or something.

I've started again for a few reasons. First of all, I'm more active on LJ communities now. Secondly, I really feel like I should get back into recreational/creative writing again. It's something I used to really enjoy and I think now would be a good time to have something like that to de-stress with. Finally, I feel it's kind of important to record my progress on my journey as a transsexual, for my own sake - to have something to look back on when I'm feeling down and see how far I've come, etc.

So let's see...about me right now. I'm a freshman at Bridgewater State College, my current major is Psychology but I intend to get a business degree of some sort to go with it. I'm no longer certain I want to pursue my PhD, since I don't see myself actually going into a psychology field, but we'll see.

I'm living on-campus, rooming with two girls. One of them knows I am transgender. The other one only knows that I have a girlfriend and has convinced herself that I have a big fat lesbian crush on her and am watching her sleep. Despite that, I've found that I take much better to dorm living than I thought I would.

I recently lost my job. My manager gave me what was obviously an excuse, I think management didn't take well to her promoting several of us at once and there was no hours she could give me if she were to demote me again. So there you have it. I doubt I'll be getting another job this school year, but we'll see. Fortunately I have enough stored up that this isn't a huge problem for me right now.

These days, one of the big things at the back of my mind is names. That is to say, I'm thinking about what male name I might want. The two I'm mainly considering are Christian and Mortimer. Christian is the one everybody seems to like, but Mortimer holds some personal significance for me and I like it a bit better, I think.

It's pretty late, I suppose I should go to bed at some point...

My goodness, I've just made a bunch of new tanuki-themed icons!...

Could I perhaps be reviving this journal? WE SHALL SEE.

SPOILER: THE ANSWER IS YES

**UNDER CONSTRUCTION**